Monday, March 23, 2009
I never thought that I would be a blogger, but I just had this sudden urge this weekend when I realized that I am not able to share my fascinating life with the people that mean the most to me or people who really care to know. You are all a phone call away but I can't call you every time I want to tell you something because you would probably eventually stop answering. Plus...this is an optional way of you seeking out what is going on. I guess I was just spoiled by having such wonderful people around me my whole life to share my stories. Honestly I don't even care whether this gets read. It just helps to relieve myself of my inner thoughts and feel like I am sharing my life with someone even if it is just the cyberspace world which I sometimes resent so much. I've always tried the journaling thing, but typing is way more efficient because my thoughts are all over the place; it reduces the scribble scrabble. But all in all...I am a thinker who needs to get her thoughts out in writing and to share some experiences that I encounter where I have to just laugh at myself and only wish that someone was able to laugh with me. Whether or not someone else thinks my life is interesting, I do, and I guess that is all that matters. I just hope that others enjoy their life as much if not more as I enjoy mine. If you don't, i'll pray for you to find that satisfaction with yourself and in making the best of the situations that you are in. However, it's almost 4 a.m. and I have to be up for work in about an hour so I will postpone my first real blog and try to sneak in a little more sleep. But I shall return!